The summer break will be over in a few weeks. University entrance exams will be coming up soon, and I'm still not certain as to what is the best path to take.
1.) My whole life, I've planned to go to Tokyo Tech's School of Engineering and major in computer science. I'd go to the Tamachi campus and keep living at home with my parents until I graduated. I've always been satisfied with this plan.
2.) Alternatively, Sora-san's father recently offered me a scholarship to study under him in Kyoto. I'd be studying something very different from what I intended, but something that would probably have more of an impact on the world. Clearly, to do this, I would have to move to Kyoto.
I've tried looking at this from a purely rational perspective, leaving out the details of my personal life; I've drawn up the lists of pros and cons and gone over the financial implications of each option. But I'm... I'm not good at incorporating the more... personal and emotional aspects of things into my decisions.
I'm not looking for comments telling me to do whatever will make me happy and that you'll support my decision either way. I want honest answers as to what would be best for me and for all of you. I know it sounds egotistical to imply that I have any sort of impact on your lives, and I apologize for that. But I mean, do you think I need to physically be here in case this Digimon situation gets worse or can we handle it just through online communication?
And... do you want me to stay?I'd really appreciate any input you may have. Thank you.